The In Betweeness of Azie's Life

HIs MIstakes - Usher

2008-07-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Once I heard it, I already fall in love with it... Straight away wanna learn 2 play this song.. really wuv this song.....

Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I’m to blame
Before I do it…
Is it because he, treated you so badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I’m not who’s hurting you

And it’s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don’t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I’m your man

Just because he did
You swear I’m cheating
You think I just don’t care
Why must I do time
For another man’s crime
[ His Mistakes lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Girl you know that aint fair

And it’s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can’t win, I can’t win
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn’t do
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I’ll be gone..
I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you

I’ll do anything to prove I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn’t do, no
I love you, girl
But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

boooyah... baru nak post.

2008-07-09T18:10:00.000-07:00

yesh.. yesh..... again cramped post.. just so azie... LoL! its been ages bla2 didnt update my posts. I was sick for a few days. diarhea, fever. At first my lil bro got it causinig him 2 b admitted into hospital for 1 night. Then, me.. next my mom, And dad told me lots of pther people are also getting the sickness. It is like virus spreading around..

even that nite when working on Firday Night at Wheels. I only perform the 1st set coz in the middle of performances, I felt sick, dizzy, and wanting to faint, so went to the toilet and found myself puking!! shit... 1st time doing that outside of my house coz usually I puke or faint at home only. There's 1 time I almost faint after riding bicycle with whole family from my house in Lutong to the Lutong Lama town. aiseh.... It sucks...

Anyway, regarding that nite, Almost to the end of set, I recovered & managed to walk properly and enjoy a bit that nite. Thanks to my cuz Ita for massaging me causing me to burp I think more than hundred times!! Angin banyak gilak masok ya..

After wheels, I cant believed myself but I went of to Cb with 2 of my cuzs. Ya baruk.. degil lalu, baruk jak lekak sakit. Quite happening nite & have to take care of my someone who gets really drunk that nite.

THese pics are other nite in Thai Bar.

Introducing... Lyssa. A fun person

LAdies nite!

with Fitti

KAk Mila & Alfian (sahabat dari KL) haha

with Kon & Dayunk

JO!

with bro Abrar

On 8th of July, got a msg frm my Cammy asking to meet. Shes living for Spore on the 1oth. So it can be considered as the last day we see each other. Shes living in Spore and works there. Im gonna misss this dear fren of mine. She's a good person, kind and a good fren. Hopefully we can keep in touch even though we are far.

So decided to meet in Al-Fresco and have a drink there for a while.

with dear fren Cammy

I like this pic even though it's quite blury.

The next day, me & cuzzies decided to watch movie at the cineplex. We watched Wanted. It is a nice movie but somehow I think the ending is quite simple. It is not really that dramatic la the ending. but nice. Like Angelina Jolie inside that movie.

while wating for the movie to starts, we cuzzies eat at McD.

so candid

Shaun & Zac who came frm SPOre

The Punkhos! 1 member missing. Rubee, if u c dis, u should b inside the pics eh!

Oh ya, exams results just came out and Im glad I did Ok. 1 distinction, 2 credits & 1 pass. Alhadulillah. :) Things went well & I got 1 more sem to go to graduate!! heeeeeehee.

Lastly, I am excited to go to KUching on Friday for rain forest festival. hehehe... Ive never been to one. so yeah.... CaNT WAIT! :)

How I wish...........

2008-06-22T21:49:00.000-07:00

Sigh............ I wish to go to a place where no one knows me
to a place far far away from my hometown.......
a place where people can accept me for who I am..........
a place where I can learn new things, meet new people.....

How I wish I can fly there now............
Away from all the problems, barriers, obstacles....
It would be really nice if really can go to that land..,,

I luv my hometown... but I dun really like the "people"
I luv my family & wanting to make them proud... but it's going to be hard...
I luv people around me who "cares about me"?
caring to much and loving to much hurts
I've had it..... drives me up the wall......

Being all ignorant? Im fine with it...

Cold-hearted? U ask for it.....
Darkness??? hahahaha... missed that..........

I will not give a damn and do not care anymore!!!!

Got inspiration to create new song now....

being naughty??

2008-06-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

this few weeks. Ive been quite a naughty gal. Always go out & nite & went back really late. Guess wanna enjoy and release all my probs, my sadness, stress.

Drink away..... hahahaha!!!!!!!!!! :p

It was fun despite the thing that I've been through...

I dun give a tut of what people said bout me...

I dun care... Dats ur problem... not mine...

Im happy now even though quite sad. Happy beats my sadness anyway.

Recently been hanging out with my cuz Areen, Tim, other gangz. Thank U Tim 4 helping me :)

For all I noe, Ive done what I supposed 2 do & that is not being a hipocrite...

hahahaahha... done with all d emo thingy.. I dun like emo anyway.

I wanna wish my dear fren all the best & good luck later there. working & staying in a new environment pursuing carrier I guess. God bless u.

It feels really good when u are able to help frens around u sincerely.

I believed doing good deeds will be rewarded good things 2.

Last nite went 2 THai Bar joining my cuz & her gangs. Learned that Areen is going 2 KL the next day. So does Tim going bak 2 her hometown. Others Curtin frens there 2: Abby, Fida, Vanessa, Mia etc

It's quite pack. N yeah. Im glad sum frens really njoy the nite. Especially Abby.. haha... She's totally wasted.. hahaha...thanks 2 d long Island or thanks 2 me?? LoL!

It is just nice that nite. Unfortunately, polices came stop the party. I think it is quite good they did that. At least we dun end up really late till 4 am... hahaha!!!!

My usual format: picsssss

I should have brought my digicam that nite... huhu.... Always not the right timing.

Abby (this pic is taken frm her)

Wasted & sweaty picssss.. haha.....

btw, for those who didnt notice, I cut my hair... again... :p

I just luv my eyes. :p

That's bout it for this post.

............... drives me up ze wall!!

2008-06-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

8.7.2008............................

yes another post of trying 2 concentrate in my studies session....

Cant concentrate..

Family watch movie in the living room using loud speakers & a big screen.....

Dad just bought a projector & the big slide screen so dat we can have our own "mini cinema"

aiseh... Lots of distractions....

Yuki if u c this, I really appreciate d lil gift. Didnt expect it eh

Green Apple given by my dear lecturer Sham

Another gift frm Sham

I as a graduating Curtin Students must acquire these skills..

Yes yes.. as usual. Im sure u guys who always visit my blog Noes my "format"

No need explanations ere..

God save me! cant wait for the exams 2 end so dat I can njoy again! Big time!

cant stand this revision!!

2008-06-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

oh yea... trying my best 2 concentrate with Retail Distribution & Marketing revision. Tired and aCant seem to concentrate & focus 100%. I was at home inside my room studying my butt off...

Friday didnt go to work at Wheels. Parents went for a wedding ceremony dinner in Eastwood, then they went 2 Wheels 2 watch The Starlets perform.

Today, family went out for a dinner at Yi Hai Hai seafood restaurant.. :( I just dine at home.. :(

wah. Getting bored & this wat I decided 2 do....

Yes yes yes.........

again & again...

PIcssssssssssss.... sad la me....

This one trying 2 experiment taking different kind of pose de.....

An Orange happy bright colour me... totally not me eh

Non the less, still fun at least can kill this boredom of mine for being stuck inside the room the whole day.......

Teddy bear frm the wedding ceremony. Mom gave me

I like the Curtin evaluate shirt. Orange summore since Im into "Black"

This colour is alright 4 me eh

hahahahaha. mind me with dat geeky spec. Suppose 2 study bah kan? LoL!!!

Adios Amigos!!!!

time flies verrryyy fast...

2008-05-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

yerp yerp! semester finAlly ends. all units except Journalism have been completed. This semester gives me lots of things to be learned. ive been lazy this sem, Am dissapointed with that. Always doing things last minute. wat the tut.

In the end it went well. We completed & submitted all our videos and productions for FTV 233 & FTV 222. But, I havent done my 1000 words Journalism and issue writing!! Damn!

Nextweek is the studyweek. After that 1 week break..... FINAL EXAM!! Got 2 papers: Retail & Journalism on 12th & 13th of June. yeah. must study....

I am inspired and touched by Sham for giving a meaningful advice. It motivates me to do my best .. definitely opened up my eyes!! Thanks Sham. She's really 1 great lecturer. *salute*

I must get through all my units because I got 1 more semester to go 2 graduate. EEeeee......

Time flies so fast when I think about it...

Im gonna miss my dear fren whos going to leave for good to Spore...

O well..... That's life. Been through ups & downs. And Im still standing!!!

2 all frens studying in Curtin, wish u guys all the best with ur final exams.

2 those fwens whos going 2 leave for Bentley, Also I wish u guys all the best. Gonna miss u guys.

& 2 all frens who celebrate GawaI, selamat ari gawai. enjoy!!!

Random pics of recent things:

Balcony: Eva's birthday

Wheels

group photo after music video shootng entitled "Angan" from Maria

group photos with crazee gang & team mates for music video production. Last day of the semester after screening.

And an exclusive ones: hahaha. LOL. ze ninja!!!

peaceee!!!!

HAppy MoTher'S Day

2008-05-10T21:58:00.000-07:00

This post is purely dedicated 2 My beloved mami.

HaPpY MoTh3R's DaY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wUv U MaMi..

Ur the best,

The Coolest MoM in This whoLe wide World..

I Am Lucky to be Ur daughter

I noe... as a daughter I've dissapointed u a lot....

MAke u Sad.....

I've bEen A Bad Daughter

Uve Done A loT For Me, I NoE I Am qUite A sPOiled Child.....

But I rEALise, U R ALways thEre 4 Me When Im DoWn INdirectly.....

One Day.... I Will pay IT BAck.. I OWe U A lot......

NO MAtter Wat, I Will Always Wuv u Frm The BoTtom of My HEart......

COz....

Ur My PreciouS Mom..........

HOw cool it is 2 have a mom that is outgoing, hot, luvs to dance and sings

NOe the latest fashion trend, NOe all the latest up 2 date songs and artist

Go Clubbing

All the things that we as the YOung Generation do now...

MAyBe some Feel Annoyed if mom's act like tEENAgers

But, Im different & am Proud Of My mom..

MAmI Rocks!!!!!!!!!

30th april (Halo...)

2008-05-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

Apa la mauk dicakap tok owh?? Oh yas.. I would like to congratulate Jason, aunty Tini and most importantly, My cute adorable lil niece Myra for winning 1st place in a baby competition recently. U deserves it :)

Also I thanked God for good marks for Retail Marketing mid term & also recent exercise for journalism news report. :) Alhamdulillah.

dunno wat exactly to post. I decided 2 just post bout my recent performance at Halo sajak lah... Last time i did said "it's going to be our last performance at Halo" but no... we still continue since the owner still wants us to perform there. So, yeah... The Starlets still performs every wed nite.

Here's pics for that Nite. Lame yah??
hahaha...... Im a bad blogger... :p

Cammy off day 2day . but sanggup come just 2 support me. so sweet.... sian her coz she inijured her foot.

During the break

I like to tease her by taking candid pics. haha..

what am I doing?? haha

I would like to thanked my sis, Ina for taking our pics during performances.

me in action, serious nih..

After Halo....

There's a geek in me!

I look really funny ere trying out Neeya's spec

Noen, what are u trying to do??

me & Noen

tata......titi.......tutu.........

Fashionista Nites!

2008-04-29T04:53:00.001-07:00

26th April 2008

Fashionistas Nites held in the Mega Hotel, Imperial Ballroom on the 4th floor. It's a nite Ive been waitiing for. This post should be done a week ago. But due to my laziness & other things, I delayed posting new stuffs inside my blog. :p. sowieee yah..

Anyway, here all the pics that I took on that nite. This year is so much better than the last year's competition. For those who dont know, this competition is a competition of beauty pageant among tranvestites. I repeat....

TRANVESTITES!!!!!

Not typical normal one.. but pretty ones!!!

Kalah pompuan owh......

There's a lot of contestants joining in: 37 contestants.

Most of them are pretty. The winner is realllyyyyyyy hot and gorgeous! Each contestants represents themselves using different country title: Israel, Brunei, Indonesia, Egypt, Panama etc. (They are not really from those countries la... It's just a title that they pick to make the competion like a real Ms. Universe competition.)

Few categories in this competition:
Ms body beautiful
Best national costume
Ms Photogenic
1st, 2nd runner up
Of course... Ms Universe 2008!!! (champion)

The winner is Ms. Israel, Really stunning & gorgeous

Here are some pics that I took:

Before the event starts:

from left: aunty Leha, mami, Aunty Tini & Uncle Mario. not to forget my cute lil niece, Myra

2 receptionists

Inside the ballroom. Our table number 19

One of the contestant came to our table.

from left: aunty Tini with Myra, mami, aunty Norol

me with my other uncle

3 Blackies!!!

Jason luvs this pic!

me & Jason!

Like this pic

These 2 sitting at our table, on the left ex steward

Traditonal dance performance - nice chereographies!

Starting..... National costumes categories!

Best National Costume!

1 of the paper doll performances:

The lady is not a real lady yah

Evening dress categories:

Ms Body Beautiful

Ms Photogenic!

Ms Universe 2008!!! Ms Israel!!

Congratulations to Ms Israel for getting the title Ms Universe 2008!!! She deserves it anyway.

FIN

RANDOM........

2008-04-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

recent event updated.... lalalalalaa

went to esplanade with cuzzies & step sister from my dad's side. It's the first time we hang out. happy & glad that we can make it.

hanging out with new good frens Cammy & Amy. Amy owns the Roger Yong boutique. Know Cammy from Halo Cafe as she works there & also she's 1 of the Roger Yong's models.

play with photoshop & messing around with dad's new camera. so damn cool..

Candid shots taken by my lil bro. Not bad Rd..

Still, its my artzz :p

Im still with the vainity.... as usual

Recently just went shooting for mini-doc with my team: Iqbal, Peter & Clara. It went out well for 1 day. Now it's a free week for us. gonna be busy again with video productions. Now doing mini-doc, commercial coming up on Friday, & Music Video.. Not to forget... major documentary.. hopefully I can survive this

Despite the uni works, performances didnt left me hanging. upcoming events waiting : City Day on 20th May, some other events for Curtin.. gona be busy. recently compose and making new songs for
performances.

FIN....

Happening nite at wheels

2008-04-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

WARNING......... IT MAY CONTAIN EXPLICIT IMAGE.....

VIEW IT IN YOUR OWN RISK.......

Another happening night on Friday night at Wheels. As you all know, if you know, I performed every Friday at Wheels from 9.30 pm to 1.30 am. In another word working....

It is the most happening night I must say from other nights ... Wheels are packed with people. LOts of new faces and also old faces & friends.

I have to say my mates have done a great job in entertaining the people there. We really appreciate the crowds there for staying till we're done with our last sets.

It's all a good sweat. Really hot on the stage especially me at the back playin the keyboard.. After performing, we went to Chili Pepper for supper. NIce Lamb chop.... yum! yum! Went back home around 3 something in the morning. Definitely look like a zombie the next day.

Not much to say but lots of pictures can tell the whole story....

Here goes.......

REMINDER.............

REALLYYYYYYYYY A LOTTTTTTTTTT OF PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

starts countdown......

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ready????????

nah!

me with NIcole & Sharon

Salleh, Vito also came dat nite. Salleh as always... looks drunk

Dayunk & Firdaus came too!

like this pic

candid taken by my dad

mamarock my aunt, leader of The Starlets

hot momma in action!

another lovely pic. Salleh, me, Firdaus, Areen aka DAyunk

we are family!!

with mami & bapak

Strangled by JAson!

me & Bus. Good fren

with Mila & cool Eric

my mom with her fren

hahaha!! at the toilet

a couple doing a slow dance

Happy Tia

aunty in action!

Main event, a lady went up the bar and doing some striping dance

pretty Tia & me

Introducing..... THe Starlets!!

LOve these 3 group photos of us.. We are family!!!

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The End!!!!!! hahahaahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

Cheers!!!!!!!!

Rock ON!!!! \m/

Shit! I cant believe i chose to update my blog instead of doing treatment for music video which is due soon. And a pitch on MOnday.. sigh..... Back 2 work

hectic hectic!!!

2008-04-06T21:36:00.000-07:00

Damn!!!! Going to be dead for sure. THe most hectic week starts now.....

Retail MArketing Distribution & presentation on Tues & Wed.....

Pitching & treatment too......

Enough of fun & enjoying time.... tooooo much 4 me :p

Back to the serious business...

Chowzzzz....

All the best 2 all Curtin fwens with their assignments ;)

function in Imperial Hotel

2008-03-31T06:41:00.001-07:00

This function is on Saturday lastweek (29.3.2008) held in Imperial upstairs. It is another sequence of last performance on Thursday. Unlike On Thurs, it is less formal :). It was a blast! I enjoy the experience of performing for that night, We love this company. Crowds are really appreciative & happening eh. All food are damn delicious: Grilled lamb chop, mixed veges, butter prawn. fried Calamari etc. All nice. Plus drink for free!! Im talking bout red wine & other liquor being offered to us all. Nyaman palak eh :p

Everyone having a good time dancing on the floor. Also we danced poco - poco!! haha. I learned that this poco poco dance is a famous dance. Easy steps la.

During the break YB, and some Datuk called me to their table. I shake hand with them all. They compliment me & offer me Level 5. huiyo!! cannot take a lot eh. pure summore!!! I even got Rm 200 from one of the staff. goodness lucky me. haha!!

THey were all nice to us. And we just love to be around entertaining them. Looking forward for more gigs/functions in the future, Who knows, one day The Starlets can go outside Sarawak except Brunei. We did some in Brunei already. Im talking about KL or KK. Hopefully.

I predicts Starlets's future going to be even brighter. We wish to be the best local band in Miri.
During this freeweek, performances are like 4 days in a row. From Wednesday non-stop till Saturday. Whew... Glad it's over. Now I got myself a running nose & quite bad cough & fatigue. Keep coughing badly in classes man....

Back to real business which are uni assignments.....

cheers!

view from the stage

Introducing hot pretty Tia

smile!

My meal & drinks

gorgoeus Kak Mila & Neeya

me & Noen

inside ze toilet posing infront of ze mirror

introducing the camera person

we love to pose dun we?

half candid

looking good Neeya & Tia

Smileeee

Luv this group photo of us

ze mirror is like ze magnet.coz it keeps pulling us to it :p

see?

Have a nice day peeps ;)

Im going to be busy... I am preparing myself for ze workload of assignments that are waiting for me soon...

function at Marriot

2008-03-31T04:55:00.000-07:00

Thursday ( 27.3.2008)
The Starlets performs at Marriot for a company called Sescra all the way from Kuching. Our performances all nice. Lots of VIPs there watching us perform also some Ministers. I have to say this function is way too formal. with all the YB's & Datuks giving speeches. The foods were great. And I wuv the audiences being appreciative of us especially one of the VIP's compliment.

Also performing there besides us is Felicia a singer well known in Sarawak & former vocalist of a band called Dinamic. Wuv his voice. I cant believe that I am sitting in the same table with former vocalist of Band Dinamic! That nite was great.despite thelong lenghty speeches by 3 VIP & the formality. :) Feels good to get positive & good comments from them all.

Noen, me, & Neeya

Group pictures

THe Starlets

THe Starlets in action

me & Neeya

another group photo of us

Kak Mila, me & aunty Norol, leader of the band

posing time! Tia, Neeya, & me

me & Noen

sik abis2 ambil gambar. during the break

gadis ayu: Kak Mila & Tia

After the function, we hit Cherrieberries & The Starlets taking over the band. Basically all of us sang that nite. I sang Call me When Your Sober as the band play that song.Fun fun fun!!

Outside Cb, Al-Fresco

It is quite tiring sometimes performing but it's worth it & we enjoy doing it. Alhamdulillah

Till next time, cheer

ladies nite kat Thai Bar

2008-03-31T04:39:00.000-07:00

Wednesday nite was Ladies NIte. After performing at Halo Cafe, I went straight 2 Thai Bar. And.. and....well..... really happening lah... beshhh!!! fun!!!!!!

No need to explain in details lah. U guys should know wat? :D Looking forward for this experience again :)

me & Abby

me with Miera

wasted!! lol

Mr Calvin interframe. haha

really reallly fun nite.

Thankiez Abby for the pics :)

longggg timeeeeeee

2008-03-23T16:48:00.000-07:00

Gomenasai for not updating my blog for ages! haha. been busy? nah... I am busy but that's not the prior reason of why I dont update my blog. just that Im lazy... :p. Anyway. ere I am back again to update my blog of what happen recently this few weeks. Bare with it coz it';s going to be a long post with random pics of what I did this recently... At least not lengthy sentences lah oo.... haha!!! I dunno what to crap bout. So, I just simply show pictures since visual images are better than words. ;). Ive been busy with many things. Recently join futsal tournament, performing for several functions & also daily performances in Halo & Wheels. Also not to forget as usual for students... uni works melambak yo! Lastly, hanging out wit Cuz Dayang & other fwens. Always go bak home very late dis.

ere's ze picssssssssssssss:

At Halo Cafe:

me & Cammy. (luv 2 request song entitled First Love by Utada Hikaru)

The Starlets feat Cammy. lol

The Starlets

Another function at Imperial Hotel downstairs:

Yet another function in Imperial Hotel but upstairs haha!!

Cut my hair

from ze back

front view de

Futsal Match

I try out for futsal match. Tim asks me to try. So I join la. My team JJ Babes consists of Nabila, Tim, Clara, Wani, Sara, Diera. Overall, it was fun and something new. 1st time main futsal nih

me, Nabila, Dira, Clara, Ayu

Chilling & Basketball in Piasau Boat Club

Wheels....

sempat posing before going to Wheels. lol! Location: my crib - living room

with Columbus & Neeya at Wheels during break

Recent function in Mariot (no pics taken) I got myself wasted. fun la & I feel good :d

Cam whoring!!

Usual activity of mine especially after performances. hehe...

So, how u guyssay bout my life or me myself, weird? busy? different? unique? wateva la for those who thought it's weird. I enjoy myself anyway :D

I am thankful for what God created me to be...
I am grateful to have this kind of life..
Alhamdulillah.

tut off la 4 those ppl out there who cant accept me the way I am or discriminate me for what I am. Rock on!

kenak tag agik!

2008-02-19T01:29:00.000-08:00

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First Name - Azie
Nickname – Aziemazie, Gothmazie, P-Gee, Skinybul, Mazie, Aziecrazie
Name you wish you had – I dun have.. Luv my name as it is :D
What do people normally mistake your name as - Aziz, Adi, Peejee haha!!
Birthday – 5th Dec 1986
Birthplace – Shell Clinic Lutong, Miri
Time of Birth – ntah eh...
Single or taken – Single la
Zodiac sign - Sagitarius

Your Appearance
-How tall are you – 15o sumting....
Wish you were taller – Totally!!
Eye color – Dark brown
Eye color you want – Blue, Greenish, Greyish, Violet, Red? hahaha!!!
Natural Hair color - Dark Brown
Current Hair color – erm... Brownish, Copper, Dark Auburn
Short or long hair – short - shoulder length
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – Nope, I wish to, black, violet, Blue mayb
Curly,Straight,Wavy - Wavy
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – put hair waxes, hair Gel, Hair Spray & blue/purple coloured hair gel. Like anime character. haha. rock on!!!!!!
Glasses or contacts – Both! more to contacts
Do you wear make-up – yeshhh. light make up. eyeliner, foundation bla....
Ever had hair extensions – nope
Paint your nails – yessss. paint my nails black.

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes – any colour as long it is mesmerizing & beautiful
What color hair – Black, Brownish Blonde. The best Black
Shy or Outgoing –semestinya outgoing la
Looks or personality – personality over looks
Sexy or Cute – Sexy
Serious or Fun – Fun
Older or Younger than you – doenst matter. If he matured eventhough he's young, why not?
A turn on – charming smile, mesmerizing eye, muscular body, having the same interest as me, accept me the way I am
A turn off – no sense of humour, disgusting, stinks, having a mind set of females as weak

-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolate – Chocolates.
Pepsi or Coke -Pepsi
Rap or Rock – Definitely Rock
Relationship or One night stand – Relationship de
School or Work –work. That's the real thing!
Love or Money – Money
Movies or Music - Music Ofcoz!
Country or City – City
Sunny or Rainy days – Sunny
Friends or Family – Family 1st!!
-Have you ever-Lied - If I dun lie, then Im not a human being... human nature wat...
Stole something – yerp. haha. stole my frens action figure Power Rangers when I was Kid last time...
Smoked – no comment....
Hurt someone close to you – yeah
Broke someones heart – yerp
Wondered what was wrong with you – yes, once a while
Wish you were a prince/princess – Oh yea!
Liked someone who was taken – I think so
Shaved your head – haha. Dont wish that
Been in love – I dont think so...
Used chopsticks – yesh.. chopstick 1 of my fav utensils
Sang in the mirror to yourself – hahaaha!!! definitely yes
Favorites-Flower – no personal fav. but like roses
Candy – sour plum candy
Song - Current fav: Scream (Timbaland feat Nicole Scherzinger & Keri Cole) turn on song.. lol!
Scent – im not really a fan of scents, perfumes of certain brands. As long it snells nice.
Movie - Beowulf
Singer – Beyonce. a trully star quality...
Word - chizkebab, ciken, cipet, babi etc. (most faults wan...)
Junk food – Junkfood lover!!
Website – Youtube, Friendster, Myspace, Blogspot
Lotion - medicated lotion
Animal – Cats!!! luv it. even if Im angry or in a bad mood, I feel relaxed & calmed if I see a cat :) They're so adorable & cute!!
Ever cried over someone – yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – My attitude of being "panas baran" & aggresive. also my self-esteem & confidence level
Do you think you're attractive – maybe
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – Peterpan. I can fly!!!!
Do you play any sports – yesh. a must... Basketball, Pool, Badminton, last time archery & Bowling. It's healthy!

III
The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.-
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.·

1) I love gothic/Dark stuffs
2) I luv rugged style
3) I luv my family. They're cool!
4) I had a Black Cat namedSephiroth Yamazaki last time
5) I can sing at least 20 songs without drinking
6) MOst of my stuffs are Black
7) I drive fast
8) Im a musician

Tagging:
1) Nadia
2) Jasmine
3) Yasmin
4) Cyndy
5) ArchAngel Aaron
6) Abby
7) Kimberly Yeo
8) Anod

facts of lifess

2008-02-11T11:18:00.000-08:00

life become very interesting ever since. I realised lots of things and it really open my eyes widely.
Each things that happen in our life whether good or bad has its reasons. Most reason are for the benefits not loss.

People around you, all are different... unique... u cant expect them to be like you.. having the same interst or mind like you. Why we human being have conflicts? Why we human being have enemies? Why bad things happen to us?

All because of reasons. Benefits to oneselves.

I realised that. enemies are actually helping you to learn something valuable which helps to improve myself.. To be a better person.. to be stronger and more confident & independent.

Eveytime, if there's anything bad happening, think about it on the bright side. Think positive about it. That is what I am trying to do now. I guarantee by doing that you feel relaxed and happy even though problem arises. You will feel glad if you managed to solve the problem

I learned this, as a positive person, treat problem as a challenge.

Sometimes we need to accept critiques from people around you. even though it hurts sometimes. Again think positive of why the person says that. Dont straight away jump to conclusion by hating that person or disliking that person just because that person criticize you.

I have learned a lot. I appreciate critques etc.

I must overcome my fear of facing challenges

I am learning to love challenges....

Bring it on!

Bollywood Nite (Brunei Gig)

2008-01-31T07:55:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday (25th Jan 2008), me and others (The Starlets) were asked to perform for Shell Brunei Bollywood Nite party in Seria. Thanks to a dear fren of mom & aunty Norol, aunty Leha for introducing our band to them.

6 of us went there: me, aunty Norol, Tania, mom, Aunty Nina, & Noen. we use 2 cars bringing all our equipments. we stayed in Seaview Hotel. A nice place to stay ey.

Setting up the equipment really drives me up the wall. we spend almost 3 hours just to make good sounds. & only 1 hour to prepare ourselves for that night. XCant even close our eyes. Really in a rush. Despite that, it really pay us off & worth it to undergo all the stress. We did well due to how people reacts. We might be asked again to perform in Brunei.

I think it is the best gig so far for us. Everyone is on the floor. The setting for the party is marvelous. (Party is at the Brunei Shell Manager's house) It is huge & simply stunning with all the decorations. Since the theme is Indian, most foreigners who came that night wears Indian traditional costumes like what can be seen in Bolywood movies. Some come up with a pretty interesting & different appearances. All good!

Our performance starts at 8 something & ends around 1 am. Really a happening party. Furthermore, there's free wines, beers, soft drinks being served. & it is unlimited!!

It would be nice to perform again in that kind of party & scenes. :)

This coming Saturday, we are called to perform in Bekenu for PBB function. Im looking forward for zat! ;)
Life is good... still performing every wed at Halo Cafe. Starts from 8 pm till 11.30 pm & every Friday at Wheels from 9.30 pm till 1.30am.

Despite that, I shouldn't neglect my studies. exam is like in just 1 week!!! Need to start revising notes....

and lastly I want to wish

Gong Xi Fa Cai

to all my Chinese frenzz.

Some pictures.....

while waiting for the door of our room to be open

Noen is really bored. trying to makea scene which she did. some aunties are shocked to see that. haha!!

at the swimming pool area at Sea View Hotel

Setting up equipment. Can you see how stress we are??

while in a break. sempat gik

Gorgeous mom

3 cuzzens

us The Starlets

the crowds

on our way home to Miri

2008-01-23T01:43:00.000-08:00

Im glad

Im breaking free....

Im happy.....

:)

fresh new day

2008-01-22T01:24:00.000-08:00

ive been tidying up the house & room. didnt go out much since I got my self a report reseach to do & it's due this Friday. sheesh...

While in the break, This What I've been up to..

yea.. I decided to tidy up my room & changed few posiitons of my furnitures. Im bored with the old look bah.

this is my room now after the arrangements & the tidying...

sempat posing lagik after tidying.. lol

Im quite impressed with my room now. Life's good :)

Despite that I still got research report to finish. Then, I can enjoy for the Indian Nite gigs in Brunei. "Bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian"

differences between men & women

2008-01-22T01:03:00.000-08:00

Here is a video showing how men are difference than women. The video is so cute & cuddly... :p suppose to show this video for our B. Comm oral presentation.

I have to say that I agree with the video.

2008-01-19T00:20:00.000-08:00

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Mrs. Carro

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
sometimes

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
erm... listener. hehe...

4. Do you take compliments well?
Not really

5. Do you play Sudoku?
Apa benda sudoku ya??

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
Yeah... survive anywhere in what ever conditions

7. What song are you listening to?
hmmm.... banyak eh.. from Heavy metal/rock, pop, Japanese, Chinese, Latin, Techno bla bla22 anything la

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Not exactly

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
quite a lot: wrestling, play police & bad guys (shoot using guns, hide & seek is a must hahahaha.. disguising myself as a vampire/dracula. maion masak2, main rumah2. saidina juak

10. If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
I wouldnt.

11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
yeah

12. Do u like to be pursued or vice versa?
I like to be pursued

13. Use three words to describe yourself.
unique, tough, dark

14. Do any songs make you cry?
yes.. many eh.. I feel ze musics eh

15. Are you continuing your education?
Duh! of course if I am capable in doing it.

16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
does toy gun counts? hahaha!!

17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'll grab?
my wallet

18. How often do you read books?
seldom. not a book worm

19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
yes definitely

20. What is your favorite children's book?

21. What color are your eyes?
dark brown

22. How tall are you?
lamak sik sukat eh.

23. Where is your dream house located?
Anywhere can la

24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yeah. with my cool gang last time

25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
mana ada langsung

27. Do you like mustard?
nope

28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
i prefer to sleep

29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
i like both

30. How long does it take you in the shower
30 minutes

31. Can you do the splits
hahaha. I wish I can. lol

33. What did you do for New Year
Performing at Grand Palace. Not much

34. Do you own a camera phone
yeerpper

35. Was your mom a cheerleader?
kind of. the most energetic mom Ive known

37.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
4- 6 hours

38. Do you like care bears?
No

39. What do you buy at the movies?
I dont buy

40. Do you know how to play poker?
nope

41. Do you wear your seatbelt?
it is a must!!!

42. What do you wear to sleep?
singlets & short pants. sometimes baju melayu

43. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
yeah. a lot

44. How many meals do you eat a day?
4

45. Do you always read friendster bulletins?
verrryyy rare.....

46. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny

47. Ever been to L.A?
hahaaha!! I wish!

48. Did you eat a cookie today?
nope

49. Tag people....
Kimberly, Wanie, Jasmine

Tag tag game

2008-01-17T08:32:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. the tagging game.. Ive been tagged by Wanieduckie. So here goes..

******* Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test. *******

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse. (2 much cursing these recently. aiseh..)
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi (Unagi & wasabi my fav)
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced. (belly piercing.. heh)
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (as a musician/ famous artist)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet. (totally no need diet bah)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy. *******

Whew... done with zat

Im tagging....

Yasmin
Cyndy
Woobee
Jasmine
Nadia

hmmmm

2008-01-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

yebebe.... whikle taking a break doing slides presentation, I decide to update my blog.
yeah! Cant wait for the presentation to end so that I an focus on individual assignment research report.

This semester in uni. I "selamba" je. Prefer to be not known or seen in public there. stay quiet & just chill remeniscing my life. I'll take it slow to really starts up being energetic.

Something new finally, that I decided to bring another different song. A chinese song. First chinese song Im gonna bring is from FIR – Qian NIan Zhi Lian (Love For A Thousand Years) I wuv that song!! It would be nice if can bring that song at Halo Cafe since most of them are Chinese people. Need to update new songs since we perform there every Wednesday.

Anyone out there who read this. Do share with me some nice Chinese songs to perform. I'll try & learn more Chinese songs.:)

Cheers!

1st day of year 2008

2008-01-04T02:05:00.000-08:00

yeah... 1st post for year 2008. other frens change their background & themes having new resolution for yeR 2008

ME????

quite a lot of resolutions

1) Get good results for final year
- this is priority number 1!! mesti mesti!!! That's all that I can do in order for me 2 be really happy with life. You can make ur parents happy & whatever shits that u did will b forgotten.

2) Make new frens & meet interesting people
- yeah.. new people at least giving me new fresh year feeling & wil also give me the opportunity to learn more: bitter/sweet

3)join a music gig & formed a proper band
- its been a long time dream for me to have a rock band so that they can play my songs in the future. "finger-crossed"

4)being sociable & more friendly towards others
- I believed it is important that a person is able to communicate with people and have their social ring among other people because as a human being, we cant leave alone.

5) get rid of bad habits
- my bad habit is scratching. I totally must get rid of that!

6) Gain weight
this is totally a must although it is quite difficult due to my genes & metabolism. I eat a lot but never get fat one! I think I have to eat more faster seems I eat REALLY SLOW... Also eat proper meals at appropriate times i guess.

2007 passed.. full of bitterness & in the same time sweet... even crazy one too!
somehow I missed those memories in 2007 whether it is bitter or sweet coz each & every memory has taught me important lessons in life.

I learned that sometimes you can cant expect eacy person to agree with ya or being the same mind as yourself.

I also learned being too friendly can cause a disaster to your fren & also you yourself

I also learned to value things given in life. Dad always say that to me until my ear wanna swell since Im so careless: I broke digital cam, scratch dad's & mom's car, broke my lap top & my handphone. (totally need to change that this year.)

Now, 2008. I have changed. changed a lot in terms of
my thinking. my attitude & how I brought
myself.. I became more brave, daring, strong at heart. I am being myself. my true colour now & I am happy with it. I dont give a damn anymore about what other people thinks of me whether it's good or bad. Same goes with me. I dont bother anymore talking bad things about other people coz I understand we humans are NOT PERFECT...
I myself am not perfect. There must be a reason of why a person being what they are or what they do. So, why bother? wasting time...

Now I am being more ignorant whereby I dont really ask or call for help from frens. I dont want to look like as if I am being the want who is desperate needing attentions from other people.. dont misunderstood. I will help if frens need help. Just by letting me know

Last time I used to feel like "being used" by some frens. so now I am able to say no to something that I do not agree with.

Yeah.. new things for year 2008

I must survive.. \m/

wuv this song!

2007-12-24T00:54:00.000-08:00

Make me Better - Fabolous feat Ne-Yo

Merry Christmas!!!!!

God Bless!!!!

and... and...

HaPpY nEw yEAr!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

Greedy lil' me...

2007-12-12T07:03:00.000-08:00

I want this!!!

I want that!!!!!

yeah.... I wanted lots of things...

these are my recent wanted things:
1) skirts - for performances, punkish. rockish skirt would be nice
2) 2 pair of boots
3) sneakers
4) black shirts
5) belt
6) good quality black eye liner
7) distortion overdrive thingy for electric guitar
8) skang rambut (dunno how to pronounce it in english)
9) jeans/pants

quite a lot of number of things there. greedy me. I'll get it one by one I guess. Work, collect money for each things.

NOw I am officially an adult. Just turning to 21 years old. I thought 2 myself & I set up my mind that I AM GOING TO BE INDEPENDENT FOR REAL!!! RESPONSIBLE FOR THINGS not depending 2 much on my parents

I feel sad a bit coz I have to say goodbye to our family car: the white Harrier. no chance to say goodbye to the car.. Dad trade the car with another new car: NIssan MOrano black colour. I luv the car but this time Im not gonna drive the car, Dad deserves it & it is his car. dont want to scratch it. I'll have 2 wait for months & proved 2 myself & dad that I'll b careful & not being careless like I used to.

Im gonna drive the purple kelisa & it will be mine I guess. (Mom kind of giving that purple kelisa 2 me as a 21st birthday gift. Appreciated) Mom also gonna buy another car soon. so, yeah. thank God for that. At least there's a ride for me. No more negotiating, no more asking permission 2 borrow their cars coz each & everyone of us got our own car.

from all this I has set my mind....

I got myself a target.

ONE DAY I MUST GET MY OWN CAR USING MY OWN MONEY..
Target car: Black Harrier

yerp... I MUST!!! I must work hard, get good jobs, good carrier & achieve my dreams. Amin.

It is just amazing to see how my parents had been working very hard till they manage to make our life like now. I thank God for that. I really appreciate all their hard work. That is why.. I must do the same thing and pay all their deeds to me..

So, this coming semester. Im going to put 100% focus on my studies. So Im not looking forward for any serious relationships..

Battle with unexplainable thing...

2007-12-01T21:24:00.000-08:00

its been reallyyyyy so long didnt update my blog. I dunno what to blog about until what happen today. Im gonna sahre with you guys what I experienced this morning when I want to wake up. It is creepy & I didnt expect that.

Have you guys ever experience whereby you have difficulty to wake up like there is something on top of you pushing you from getting up? I got that. It's normal but this one is different... Usually we get this when we are so exausted and tired. I believed that there are creatures created by God other than human. Im talking about spirits, demons, angels, or "makhluk halus".

I had a nightmare. more of a "morningmare" if there is such thing as that.

It was about 7 sumting in the morning. Things are peaceful. Im half awake. Then I realised my dad come in to our room and give a kiss at my forehead. that was okay until I dunno how I end up being that way....

I was in a dream I guess, A long dream.... Im not gonna explain the whole story from the beginning. Only the highlights.....

Inside the dream, I went to this some sort of toilet. (There's a sign board indicating woman's toilet on the door.) when I go in, It doesnt look like a toilet but a hall with staircase leading down to another area. In that place I encounter "toyol" it's brown like a baby. but not cute like a baby. It crawls towards me. then it vanish form my sight. I had a battle with that toyol with a knife and fork which I found funny. THat thing manage to possess me. And Im being possessed. I thought me being possesed are for real. I try to recite some Al-Quran verses but it is just to heavy. I had a long battle with that thing then finally I managed to get rid of that toyol.

yeah, typical nightmare huh? It doesnt end there. I open my eyes and I try to get up. But I can't... It is like there's a force pushing me down from getting up. I try to lift up my arms but it doesnt move..I try to recite some surah many times it is just to heavy for me to even recite it out. It is like hours and finally I managed to get up. Thank God. I was so tired and exausted for real. I got difficulty to breathe.

I got up straight away sit down and recite AL-Fatihah, An-Nasr, Al-Falaq, Al-Ikhlas, & ayat Kursi. Not to forget 2 kalimah Syahadat. I thank God that I am able to fight that thing. That thing if Im not mistaken is called Incubus: evil spirit supposed to lie on a sleeping person & weigh a person down. I experienced it not once but many times. There's one time I was having a nap at my grandma's house. Again I have to battle something that pushing me down from getting and I can see a dark figure with long hair... Damn it! Im sure if my cuz Rubee read this, she'll be saying: "you like horror movies, dark gothic stuffs... no wonder that thing disturb you. It's like that thing is your fren. hahaha..."

yerp yerp. I love those things...

This nightmare Im having is a serious thing. Imagine if I am not able to battle that thing and not be able to wake up. I can die.. There are people who died in their sleep. creepy...

Before going to bed, I must remember to wash my feet and recite some Quranic verses & prayer to avoid these things.

Do you guys encounter any weird things in nightmares whereby it seems real?

sems gonna end soon

2007-11-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

4 days to go for final exams... Actually it started already for Islamic Studies. Now only 1 more to go which is International Marketing 250. Study..study...

Thinking back.. I did many things... Unexpected & unbelievable things.. I wanna laugh thinking bout it. kind of regretting it but I like it

I wanna break free from the obstacles. I wanna be more mature. I wanna be strong. I want a change. I cant wait to go to KL. Im so desperate wanting to get out of Miri for a short break to refreshen up my mind, body, & soul.

Besides, I want to meet my best fren but I dunno if I can make it next year On Jan. Im taking summer course for 1 month starting 2nd Jan. I hope I survive this & pass the unit since it is only in a short period: 1 month.

regarding music, it's getting brighter for me. Lots of offer for Starlets to play for functions. All good.. :)

yeah yeah

hahahaahahahaha

Im out of my mind....

dont mind me :p

Selamat Hari Raya!! Maaf zahir & batin...

2007-10-10T21:32:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah!! Im excited!! Hari Raya is coming in two days. 1st day of Hari Raya will be on this Saturday. Am going to be busy!! we plan to do open house on that day but at night. Starts at 6 pm onwards. So, come la to my house. Everyone are welcome :D

Because of all these, I'm planning to do all my work, finish it before Hari Raya. Because after raya, it's going to be a hectic week again..

Got Islamic studies individual assignment and presentation to do. Group project feasibility studies for International Marketing must finish on Wed nextweek. Not to forget MCI 212 essay!!

Now, Im quite packed not only with studies but music. Im currently working: performing every Wednesday at Halo Cafe & every Friday at Wheels. I have to say it is tiring but Im happy with that.

At least got some money supply for things that I love to do..

It is interesting for me to look at different people coming requesting different types of songs. And I learned that it is not easy to satisfy everyone because each & every person have difference taste in types of musics or songs that they like. So, sometimes we manage to do some of the requested songs and somes we cannot. But it is best to be versatile in playing any type of songs & genres and also sing and play different types of language of songs like chinese, Japanese, Tagalog etc.

that's all for this post. cheers!! :D

Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir & batin...

gambar2 prom

2007-10-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

for my frens who request to see my recent prom picture. here you go. For this prom, the theme is Hollywood:something like a nite for superstars. I decided to be different than the usual me which is wearing black gothic like. I decided to wear baby blue dress instead. A total different appearance of me. It was Ok. A fun nite I shall say!

taken by my mom at home

frm left: Salleh, Steph,Stacie, Nic, Zac, & Asfar

about to go home packing up my keyboard

with Tomi &Jason

Tomi & me

with Kimmy with her dazzling look

oh yeah!!! rock chics in ze house!! me & Fida

Sahur at siamese Secret

cheers!

Nurin's case. so sad....

2007-09-23T10:51:00.000-07:00

Im sure you guys heard and watch the news regarding merciless brutal murder of adik Nurin. Dah lah bulan Ramadhan... It is really sad and totally shocking I must say. Seriously.. what the hell is going on with this world? Judgement day is very near I guess...

For those who don't know of this case, a dead body was brutally murdered was found in a bag which is believed to be adik Nurin, a 6 years old lil girl kidnapped quite for a long time

The saddest part is the way that body died. The helpless child was strangled and some crazee sex maniac I guess inserted cucumbers and terung into the kid's private part!!! That is so brutal and shockingly gruesome.

Im mad because the suspect havent been caught yet. Aarrgh!!! Let say if I have the chance Im gonna cut his "ding dong" off. Hell that person. Sodomizing an innocent helpless lil kid...

Hope to hear news of that merciless murderer getting caught by polices...

People, beware, be alert and becareful. dont let your lil children/lil sister/lil brother wondering alone in the street or anywhere.. Tell them not to talk to strangers or take anything from strangers... some tactic of "kidnappers" giving sweets or toys and asks the children to follow them are common. They may say to the kid like they gonna bring them to shopping mall etc so that the kid wants to follow them. But then no, they lied to the kid instead & bring them to some other place and kidnapped them. Clever kidnappers.. Advice our loved ones regarding that & always be around them and look after them.. There's a lot of crazee maniac and bad people out there.

Here I pray for adik Nurin and family so that Allah blessed them. Bacaan Al-Fatihah for them.

Im so in love with Within Temptation!!

2007-09-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

Recently browsing through my account in Youtube.com to check comments & to check new videos. I searched for Within Temptation live videos & I stumble upon this which happens to be another Within Temptation that I dunno about. I checked it out & wow!!! Im so in love with that new song. It's called "Blue Eyes" a bonus track from Within Temptation latest album THe Heart of Everything.

THe Album "The Heart of Everything" is the best for me.

FAvourite songs in that album:
1) What Have You Done
2)Final Destination
3) Forgiven
4)Truth Beneath the Rose
5)THe Heart of Everything
6)Hand of Sorrow
7)Our Solemn Hour
8) Blue Eyes
9)Frozen

Almost all songs I luv inside this album

JUst luv their style of music. Very unique. With the use of powerful orchestral & strings and the enchanting voice of Sheron Den Adel is simply marvelous.

HOw I wish that one day I can perform like Sheron does with that powerful orchestral music in front of million people. It's a dream since long time ago (psst.. I just luv music that sounds medieval, gothic, dark, orchestra, opera, choir etc) The best part about gothic sound is the use of piano & strings. Gothic metal/rock is just simply the best for me.

Here is a video of that song "Blue Eyes"
Have a go listening to it especially if you guys like Evanescence or any dark gothic band

here's the lyric for that song:

Blue Eyes (Within Temptation)

Blue eyes just smile to the world
Full of dreams and with fascination
Too soon she saw that her hands were chained and pulled without any freedom
It's always the same, they fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more

It's burning me up inside
Lost all my tears, can't cry
No reason, no meaning
Just hatred
No matter how hard I try
You fear the beast inside
It's growing, it's waiting
Just to hurt you

This heart was hurt by the light and
I see your world that tries to deny
Now everything that I love has died or has been shattered to pieces
It's always the same, they fear no way out
I cannot break it
I can take it no more

Just to hurt you
Just to hurt you

Can't you see their eyes, what lies inside
They've given up, they no longer shine
Too soon they close with one last cry
Before they turn to light

Just to hurt you!!!!

I wish Within Temptation come to Malaysia to perform. It would be awesome to witness & watch them in action.

Goths rules. Long live goth metal!!.

Horrible week..

2007-09-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah.. really a horrible week. Assignments banyak. I cannot believe for the 1st time, Im being so lazy, havent submit my International Marketing individual assignment yet. Pass the due date already!! Sigh... Been sick with fever & cold. Cant do much about the assignment. So dissapointed with myself..

Islamic Studies group project havent started..
There will be more assignments coming up next week...
I hope I can survive this.

Feel like punching the wall till it bleeds. Feels like banging my head on the wall. Hectic. Lots of things in my mind.. It's like thousands of blade stabbed me frm behind. It's like 1000 pauns of weight which makes me so hard to walk... to move on..Life is soo complicated...

Despite that my band got a contract at Halo Cafe. Performing there every Wednesday. Luv the crowds there, They really appreciate musics. Lots of request comes in.This performances would be a really nice experience and something for me to look forward too.. I can also enhances my performance skills, my confidence level, my self-esteem. and manage my time more better. Guys, if you are free check The Starlets out.

Sorry for being so emo. Can't help it.

This is life. God is testing me everyday..

To all Muslim frens, Happy fasting months!! :)

Song for the day

2007-09-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

Frozen (Within Temptation)

I can’t feel my senses
I just feel the cold
All colors seem to fade away
I can’t reach my soul

I would stop running, if knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I’m forced to let go

Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth
I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen but what can I do?

I can feel your sorrow
You won’t forgive me,
but I know you’ll be all right
It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go

Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen but what can I do?

Everything will slip way
Shattered peaces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain

I can’t feel my senses
I just feel the cold

Frozen...But what can I do?
Frozen...

Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen,

frozen...

Within Temptation rocks!!

And the curtin Idol winner is....

2007-09-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

Congratz to Jessica Quinton for winning the Curtin Idol competition 2007!!!! :D. Im sad that I missed her performance. Actually most performances coz after the 2nd contestant, I have to send my mom to the airport. Im sure she did great & did all her best. semestinya bah si Jessie. Im glad, proud of her & always supporting her. Jessie rocks!

Curtin Open day & Curtin Idol overall was a success :)

Curtin Open Day this Sunday!

2007-09-06T18:09:00.000-07:00

yerp yerp Curtin OPen Day is cuming. On this Sunday. Main highlight is the CURTIN IDOL competition. It's the 1st Curtin Idol which makes it so special and exciting. 15 finalists will be competing. Some frens are in : Jessie, Fitria, Firdauz, Jee Kang etc. They're good
and...... Im in too! . :)

So, frens, do come to support us all to make this event unforgettable. Im sure everyone are going to do their best. Im excited to see that.

And also band performances from the Curtin Music society going to perform.

to a dear fren of mine, I hope u support me to :)

Telekom promotion performance

2007-08-29T22:53:00.000-07:00

25th Aug 07...

The Starlets, family band were invited to perform for the promotion of Telekom at the Boulevard parking area. It was a nice performance. It's been a long time I didnt do performances on behalf of The Stralets name. Im happy and am feeling good about it. :D I can forget all my problems and have a great time.

Some frens come to see us perform. Karan, Yasmin and Kimberly. Thanks guys :) And family members: Anti Delima, anti Tini, uncle Mario, Cik Bee, nenek etc.

1st set I did 2 songs unplugged. Tania play the piano for 2 songs: Lithium & Breathe No More from one of my favourite band Evanescence. We did 3 sets. It went well :D Noen my cuz did some Siti Nurhaliza songs & Christina Aguilera. Tania did some hot Pussycat Doll songs. and Kak Mila did some hits songs. Not to forget my rock aunty performing dance number song like Long Train Running.

After the performance, me, Jason & Karan decided to check out Thai Bar but we didnt go because there's an entrance fee of RM 15. Not worth it. So we decided to go to Cherrieberries. We had fun there. New band performs and they are good. Even the crowds are amazing . Quite pack some more!

Main highlight for that nite is this one particular "shemale" do some "strrip dance" I laughed. Jason, Karan & Zac cant stand looking at him. Everytime when we faced other way that shemale come and shake her booty in front of our face. haha!! Very entertaining indeed... The band is awesome. Bring in some fresh new hits like Umbrella from Rihanna. and my favourite song "The Way I Are" was also played by the dj. Im sure JAson & Karan tired of that song coz I keep repeating that particular song. :p Cant help it. Luv it

What a nite that is. TOTAL FUN!!! :D

Yasmin. me. Kim

4 members of The Starlet: Tania, Kak Mila, Noen & me (from left)

Neeya & me

The Starlets in action.

Myra. so adorable dancing on the stage

Tania, Karan, Jason, me, Noen (frm left)

Kak Maimon & me

inside the car sempat posing while waiting for Karan

outside CB

fun fun!!!

Interesting reaction

2007-08-11T16:11:00.000-07:00

It is fun to see how people react when seeing this particular girl in tudung. hahaha!!! They didnt recognise her and are really shock to see her in that appearance. From Mr. Security Guard, bakery girl, anti at CDS. haha. Those who noe her are shocked. If u guys are lucky, you might stumble upon this "tudung girl". It's only on certain day

Last nite Curtin music society had a small gathering bbq for all members. Even though it was a last minute thingy, it went well & quite fun. Nice one from Salleh the President of Curtin society club. Thumbs up!!

nah random piccha!!

OMG!!! I make a fool out of myself!!

2007-08-07T00:16:00.000-07:00

I am sooooooo dissapointed with my presentation for Mci 212. I cant believe I did that. So embarrasing.. Cant even look into other frens eyes when present. I just dunno what's going on with me..Most things that I plan to say just doesnt want to come out. Instead most of the time reading the slides. WTH? There you go.After presentation Im so quiet & Im sure others in class obviously can see my embarrasing face & serious face... So malu thick face. Im the type that if do something wrong, I'll be so sad or dissapointed. Trying to be a perfectionist ey? My weaknesses what the hack Oh well, already happen.. A lesson to be learned. Im not gonna let that happen anymore... Porque no!

1st week of 2nd sem

2007-08-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

1st week just started. yadayadayada. baru je 1s week I already got work 2 do. huhu.. reading logs need 2 be done everyweek. Not just 1 reading but 2. Nice huh... I dont like and I just hate the fact that Im being lazy! Furthermore Im going to present for Mci 212 with Steph & Jes. We are the 1st group to present.

Im quite nervous regarding presentation this Tues. Always nervous. Damn it! 1 of my weaknesses. The fact that I can't really look into the eyes that are watching me is sad. Sigh... Presentation in class is quite different when performing or singing on stage. I must brush that & improve my presentation skills. MESTI MESTI!! confidence confidence.

Im quite lay back this 1st week. Keep myself quiet and just look and observes things around me. I noe somehow I look fierce, serious like want to eat people. I guess that's my nature as a metalist & a rocker. Again, I dont eat people yah.

I hope people around me understand the way I am & can sense how I really feel. this recently is quite something for me. Krazee. even lots of dejavu. freakyyy....

This sem taking Islamic Studies which requires me 2 wear tudong & baju kurung. Its been really long I dont wear baju kurung with tudung. Dat time was like when I was in my highschool years. so fwens u might run into me in the uni wearing tudung & baju kurung on Friday. Yerp.. oni Friday.. I guess that can b considered as hipocrite but no choice it's a rule for that particular class.

Regarding music, I guess Im going bak 2 b active again. Might see me perform for sum uni events like Curtin Carnival or probably Prom 2 whereby I dont have the intention to go. I dont prepare any dress. But if Im performing then no choice la.

Hopefully this sem will b full of great & unforgettable memories & everything runs smoothly. Insyallah..

cameroidzzzz funnnn!!!

2007-07-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Kim & Wanie, I now know such site called cameroid.com . Its a site whereby you can warped your face into anything basically. Mutant, clown, freak. It has some interesting features. A very cool site indeed. Me & my bro give it a try & come up with a really funny images. I cant stop laughing I tell ya. saki my perut looking at all the images

here are pics that we took:

I was onced a President long long time ago...

I dunno Ardie a President too!!!

colourize mode

Love this warping mode so much!!!

this is how I look like if Im really sad...

Azieballonish head

That's how I look like with a really broad nose

we cant be seperated. poor us...

eeeeeeeee

peace!!

My lil bro many faces:

somehow it looks like a... If u noe wat I mean :p

spoonface!!!

Frankensteinish

rat face!

wubblyArdlieyyy

Ardie monkey

Introducing.. Monalisa's daughter. true eh!

We drag along Kak Maimon into this. But she only took 1 pic.

an alien from the squidplanet. haha

The most funniest one for us

we are the one of the evil children of the corn. har har!!

try it.:p

new sem starts.. fee fee!!

2007-07-25T05:24:00.000-07:00

Gosh gosh!!! tomorrow which is 26th July is my registration for International Marketing 250 class. Seems like Im not coming that early like I used to coz I havent paid my fees yet. Hopefully paying it tommorow. Dad is in Port Dickson having some meeting project. He have to transfer the cash to my mom and only will be loaded fully by tomorrow itself. Now currently receiving half of the cash Sigh.. Workers' income comes out officially on 25th. Cant do anything about it. Why does the uni set out the fee payment due date so early?? Dont they know that gaji kuar on 25th! O well.... dah lah if pay so late get penalty. chizkebab eh. stupid system... ambik duit jak cdak tok..

just weird feeling...

2007-07-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

I got this weird feeling whereby i felt like someone can see me, know what Im doing now. Basically i felt like being watched. That is just to freaky when thinking about it. imagined.. u enjoy your shower being naked and and. dat someone see your exact shape of your body parts. so eewwww!!! or u doing something personal which requires privacy like dig ur nose opisai, shitting, dig your ears. hahaha. silly shit there. haha

worse for me would be if that someone can read my mind. That is even freakier.

hahhahaha!!! :p

another video uploaded

2007-07-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

me doing Forgiven by Within Temptation. testing testing..
comment, critiques r most welcome guys ;)

a freak being obsessed with my performance??

2007-07-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

it's been ages I didn't upload videos in Youtube so I decided to update it and see comments, critiques by people, friends who view my videos.. Here goes...

Within Temptation - What Have You done (cover)acoustic

Evanescence - THe Only One (cover)acoustic

about weeks received some comments. One person that really attract my attentions just somehow freaks me out..

At first give very good advices, tips when performing playing guitar. It's cool of that person to do that. The next day, that person asks whether I have msn account & asked me to add him. I stupidly reply yes & add him.

That's ok. Then that person nudge me & straight away asks me 2 perform. I refuse. He still insists which makes me end up performing live using the webcam!

After that, he asks me to do another song. I did another song despites my tiredness. dumb dumb me.

I thought that's it but no, he still keep insisting me 2 play songs again for him. Get a life man!!

everytime I go online I'll see him online. I followed Baby Jee's advice. blocking him. That works.

But he's not done yet. still sending e-mails in youtube reminding me 2 perform for him each every fucking day!!

God god. Im so amazing can make a person becoming so into my performance. Im really that good isit? bluek!

Here are his messages in my youtube inbox:

July 14th...
come on msn and play some music for me today okdokie im me when u get on tyme

July 15th...
will u come on msn and play some guitar for me and put some up here filmin yourself puttin on strap more before u play your songs like u are at a concert ty

another on 15th July...
why dont u come on msn and perform for me and try some vids wearin strap sitting and puttin it on before u do more songs bye

16th July...
join me on msn and talk with me there ok please i dont like talking here and do some guitar for me im bored and depressed bye

another on 16th July..
would u get on msn messenger please and talk to me and do me some guitar on there im very dissappointed your ignoring me and not responding bye

18th July...
why dont u come back on msn messenger and talk with me ok and not sit on here and do nothing and do some guitar vids wearin strap sitting doin newer songs bye

I hope that's the last msg...

What's up with guitar strap everytime? chizkebab betol...

sun set in boat club

2007-07-14T01:17:00.000-07:00

It's normal for me & family to go to boat club on Sunday to chill. But that day was really nice. the sun set is so beautiful which is why I want to share it here.

magnificent!

the camera person.. geeky me!!

along the beach

I luv this pic of mine RD & Sheena

my dinner cheese burger

introducing Jason

playing around with Tania's phone: warp mode!!

alien!

Jason if u see this, hope u dun get mad man. it's cute anyway. haha :p

blogger meeting in Siamese Secret

2007-07-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

First Miri Blogger meeting was held in Siamese Secret. It is an opportunity to meet other fellow bloggers in Miri. Four of us: me, Lu Jee, Jason, & Shaun went there ot have our dinner ourselves. Later on we join the blogger meeting for a while. After Siamese 3 of us went to Other Office to play some pool game. Lu Jee left with her other friend. It doesnt stop there. We continue on playing pool in CherrieBerries. There we meet Kim, Anod (Crabhacker) & Mandy. And have several games of pool. guy vs girl. Furthermore it is Ladies nite. Quite a lot of people there. That night was fun. :D

As usual, picturesss

In Shaun's crib

Inside Siamese, I wonder what they are looking at?

no comment :p

what is that white shadow behind?

Jason, me, Shaun, KIm

That is scary lah Kim

Anod, Wanie, me between 2 Kims

me, Anod, Kim, Baby Jee

other fellow bloggers. Kim looks high there

Jason in action (Other Office)

outside cb with 2 cuzzies

another pool game in CB

Anod & Mandy

Kim in action!

haha. cheeze gals

someone in action

cheeze!! me & Kim

KL Trippp

2007-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

This entry was supposed ot be done like a week ago. Curtin media department organised media trip to KL lead by Mr Mawi. I flew to KL with others on 23rd. The trip's duration is about a week. LOts of places we visits that have got to do with media of course. 1st we went to Bernama which I learned that Mr Mawi used to work there for many years. Tabik Mr Mawi. Then we also went to visit KRU Production. Hope can meet the KRU members themselves: Yusry, Norman, Edry but unfortunately they are not there. I enjoyed the KRU Production visit because they show how the ediiting process of some cool trailers. Cicak Man is one of their accomplishment done by Adam a cool editor.

RTM Angkasapuri is also inside the schedule. Went there 1st welcomed by them with a very "formal" speech. I felt like back to highschool years ago. RTM Angkasapuri is really big. And wow how advanced their technology and equipment. Impressive...

Besides that, we went to visit TV3 Sri Pentas. It is really mainly of a quick tour. showing number of studios. I think I stumbled upon one contestant in One in A Million. NOw I know how reporters do their job. ;)

Later on we went ot vist Finas: it is a place wherebylocal national film are being approved and Finas provide equipment and budget for film producers.

We also go for 2 interviews: Interview with Zabrina Fernandez, Amazing Race winner, Channel V producer if Im not mistaken. I really enjoyed that. She is really down to earth & she somehow inspires me to achieve my dream helping me to decide on what I really want to do after graduating.

Next person being interviewed would be Mr Afdlin Shauki, well known comedian, producer, director, artist, actor. (all components of arts basically). He is really funny and give some uplifting & useful advices. Cool guy.

we also visit the Advertlets company, a new small company that is developing to be bigger.

Other than the media schedule visits, I have fun with the help of my other frens especially Edwin. Bringing us to intersting place, try good food which really helps me in knowing KL better. And for the first time I ride a rollercoaster in Sunway Lagoon!!

Pretty sad because I dont really have the time to hangout with my cousin Oshin for the our schedule are quite packed.

Overall, I learned a lot regarding this KL trip:
I learned how to budget my money for transportation, accomodation, foods etc
I learned in order to survive in KL, we need money..
I also learned that not everyone are nice & kind (examples Petaling Street)
learned that only kids are allowed to play at the playground. (Amazing, there is even a police park that guards the park. Find it funny when we try the swings we got whistled by a police!)

yeah... thats about it.

Some pics:

while waiting inside the airport

Inside the bus to KL Central

heh, Izzy Cafe

Bernama

oh yeah! KL twin tower is so magnificent at nite

1 of the studio in TV3 Sri Pentas

waiting for monorail;

In sunway. love this ride

Pakar Media

with Zabrina Fernandez

the Sky HIgh

view frm Menara KL

KL Tower. I went there

Book heaven in KLCC. Kino sumting

KLCC shopping Mall

family jamming session

2007-07-05T21:38:00.000-07:00

Another family jamming reunion. hehe. Venue: anti Norol's place.
Shaun my cuz & his brother Zac want to have a jamming session with us before they leave for Singapore. Anti Norol which is like the leader of music in our family totally agrees. Well, all of us agreed since all of us are music maniac. So, anti Tini (Jason's mom) picked me up and go to anti Norol's place in Pulau Melayu. (near the golf course not Eastwood!) And... walla! jamn lah straight away.

While waiting for Shaun & Zac coming back from Eastwood, anti Norol open a Scorpion DVD and we follow along playing the songs. Feel like being a part of Scorpion eh. chewah. I luv anti Norol's electronic drum. It is fun and good for workout!! :) Sweat like hell man. And yeah, did some lead guitars for some Scorpion songs. Luv "Send me an Angel" song from Scorpion.

Thinking about all this I thanked God that music is part of my life and not only me but also my family. I am blessed to be born in these musical foundation environment. And the best part is I got to jamm free better than any music studios whereby we need to pay about RM30 for an hour! And all family members are also into music. Totally supportive. Luv them. Cool family :D

on bass: Zac, drum: Shaun. the woman in white shirt is anti Norol,

Tania my cloze cuz more like sisters briliant pianist/keyboardist

Shaun & Tania

some vids:

The Most Gruesome movie so far!!!

2007-06-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

Few days ago, my cloze fren Anky borrowed me "The Hostel part II" DVD. I've watch the 1st part and I enjoyed watching it. For those who doesn't know The Hostel, well. I can only say that it is about torturing contain gruesome image and it is full of gore. Not bad.

Then Anky told me that Hostel part II is reaaalllyyy sick which makes me curious and wanting to watch it. I want to see whether it is really sick like what she said. After watching it........

yeah......

It is sick..... So sick!!!!!

The most gruesome and sickening movie ever!!!!!

I luv violence movie that involves killing.

But this is too much. sick...

Why do I say that?

Coz the idea of torturing & killing. This movie shows that such services are available & worse it's legal like a business thing. Rich, millionaire, politicians around the world pay for millions just to go to that place to torture and kill some naive foreigners that they chose that are not frm Slovakia. The place of torturing is located in Slovakia in a huge ugly factory.

2nd
Because... it shows man's "ding-dong" being cut off
"ding dong" u noe lah man's thing, man's private part: PENIS!!!! Close up shot again

Also it contains nudity. Like this 1 part. whereby a girl being naked (UNCENSORED) hanged upside down like a featherless chicken. Imagined a girl screaming & crying helplessly being hanged upside down and are tortured slowly using a huge blade like the Ripper's blade.

Lastly, because women inside the film are shown to be weak, helpless from the men's view. In this film, women are the victim but not all.

However, I luv the story lines. 1 of the girl managed to survive by killing. I mean I dont luv the killing but how she treat the man who wants to torture him. The man is just sick and well he deserves it. No need to explain how. If you guys want to know, watch the film. Oh yah, don't expect to see that film in cinemas. It is banned in Malaysia.

well that's about some info of Hostel part II.

some images inside the film:

random... lalala

2007-06-13T00:41:00.000-07:00

It's the 1st day of holiday after exam. Not much going on. Sending lil bro to school and pick him up in the afternoon. Then go back home. It is really a good day to just rest and stay at home. It's very hot outside. What can I do besides posing crazeelee. nyah nyah.. :p

posing posing in my game room:

trying to be sexy huh?

my fav pic of the day!

eating kakak Maimon's mee for breakfast

Im sure you guys are getting tired for seeing lots of pics of my face.That's what you get from vain people nyah nyah. It's my nature I guess. :p So bear with it. muahaha!!!

Examssss ovaa!!!!

2007-06-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah!! Finally. exams over!!!! bit worried of my last paper. I had a hard time doing it.o well, tawakal je lah, I dah buat yang terbaik. Insyallah

but the most important now is....

Im free!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait to go out and have fun with fwens & cuzzies.

Besides that, I am planning to edit my 1st composed song and try to send it as a demo to some recording company. Hopefully can. No harm of trying anyway.

How I wish now aunty Norol call me and said gig on this day or that day. How I miss that so much. Totally miss jamming.

I miss hanging out with my frens/band mates. Hopefully Im able to perform in a gig together this time coz I missed it twice

Band mate say that they want to do gig on 30th performing our own song. Hopefully I can coz Im coming bak from KL on that day.
Hope everything goes well as what I wanted.

study...study........

2007-06-08T09:25:00.001-07:00

Exams are just like nextweek! I havent completed with my revisions yet. I hope & I pray to Allah Swt to give me the courage, will to go through with these exams. Amin... Goodluck Azie...
Despite all the temptation around my studying environment. I will finish and be prepared with my studies. (temptation: mommy singing karaoke, lil bro playing video games, my black guitar, tv, internet, snacks bla2. Must control myself. Can do those stuff after exams finish

hahaha u c how stress I am? cc?

crapiness... :p

God, please lety me survive this....

2007-05-29T03:30:00.000-07:00

3 things need to be done:

policy assignment.....

Marketing communication 102 revision for final exam.....

Tourism Management 102 revision for final exam....

Seriously, headache headache!!!!

especially the policy assignment. It is due this Thursday!!! Sigh.. I dont really like governementality, laws, politic stuff. But then no choice have to do it whether I like it or not.

Final exams are like in 2 weeks only and I havent start with my revision yet.

So frens out there who thinks I neglect them or turning them down when asking me out, this is why I cant go out or hanging out. Im sure u guys understand.

Stress stress

AF final in aunty Delima's house

2007-05-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

Just right after the trip from Empire Hotel Brunei, me and family went to aunty Delima's house to watch Akademi Fantasia final. 5 finalists: Mila, Abe, Heliza, Candy & Aswad. I chose Mila to be the champion for thise competition because her vocals are powerful perform well stage. Besides that it would be nice for female to become the champion since last time only males becoming champions. while waiting I take pictures with 2 cool cuzs. I dont know how me and my cuz Jason end up sleeping in Zac's room and we miss the show and find out in the end that Mila became the champion. Realy glad weith that even though miss all the shows.

3 cool cuzzies (frm left Zac, Jason & me)

Cool

Empire Brunei field trip

2007-05-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

On last Saturday (19/5/07), our Tourism Management 102 tutor, Ms Linda kind of organised a field trip to empire Hotel in Brunei to all students in Tourism Management class. We went there by bus. Grateful that this trip is free. we dont have to pay for the transportationm fee. Credit goes to one of my classmate to be able to ask for approval with the Empire Hotel staffs to visit there. Empire Hotel Brunei is I think the most marvelous and the greatest hotel resort in Brunei. Empire hotel is a 6 star hotel which most probably attract golfers and others who had high income. I've stayed there twice with my family and totally loving it.Services given are marvelous. Foods are simply magnificent and I totally enjoy the breath taking view and scenery of the resort. And I just love the bed, the pillow provided in the rooms. I have to say, it is a really good relaxing experience to stay there.

Regaridng the trip, unfortunately we are not staying there, just visiting for hours and go back home. But still it's a good trip. Taking lots of pictures, learn a lot from the PR manager/staffs of empire regarding Empire and also get the chance to visit some of the rooms that are not in accsee by normal people for example the presidential suite which are specially for celebrities, ministers, vip etc. I just wished that one day I become a famous celebrity so that I can enjoy the presidential suite and services. Insyallah. hehe..

some pictures:

Baby Jee, Josh, me, cory (from left)

Inside one of the room

golf club lobby

so nice kan?

simply stunning

with Cory an organised Aussie fren

(salute him)

some other frens

With pretty Baby Jee a good fren

Love these pics!! :D

rockfest!! yeah!!!!!!

2007-05-06T00:17:00.000-07:00

rock fest is on Saturday at Latong cafe which starts around 7 pm. First went to Imperial Hotel with mami, anti Norol and cuz Tania. Our dinner was steak. Im not satisfied with the steak. I prefer sirloin steak in Grand Palace. After dinner I went straight to the rockfest to support my band ad some friends. 23 bands performing and my friends performing number 12. Most of the bands performing are good. Not to forget Litbox from Curtin MUsic society performs and they rock the stagev to. Jessy's band Shine My Silhoutte also performing but I cant stay to watch their performance for it is to late. Fake Savior also perform and I think is the best so far that night. Lead vocalist Peter. He' s really good. It's my first time seeing him perform. Crowd goes crazy. THat night is so good. Sayang I didnt perform.

hehe... before going I sempat lagik play with the webcam

Rock fest:

Don from Litbox

Peter rocks!!

Fall Blame in action:

Neilson's band

Random...

2007-05-04T22:24:00.000-07:00

My dad bought me a new laptop with webcam installed on top. so... I play with the webcam lah. haha!!!! pictures crazee pics!!! my lil bro so cute one!!

What is wrong with the world today??

2007-05-04T21:24:00.000-07:00

I just can't seem to understand with the world, with certain public sphere now. More people smokes. Those inocents, decent ones also started to smoke. Is this because they're influence by so caled "frenz"? They think it is so damn hot, cool to suck that damn cancer cause stick? smoke again infront of ppl whose risk of living are shorter because of inhalling the poisonous smokes without any filter? You people are treatening those other people's lives who practices healthy lifestyle. Come on lah...

Smoking is not really that bad to me but being "cheap" and proudly losing virginity. That's just fucked up. amazing high sex drive humans got ey? Can't wait to bang each other after geting married.

Before "berzina" making out without getting married is like a big thing, the baddest thing you can ever imagined spoke by the public. It's like if you are already doing it then people will totally look down upon you and you will be so ashamed and maybe hide under the bed because you can't stand of people talking about you have done.

But now, aiseh... the opposite. New trend kah ni? Might be the westrern's influence to asians. Girls thing that is so hot. My friend told me about some girls who are just so proud to tell the world that she is not fucking virgin anymore. What the hell? Worse, being a sex machine aka sluts, bitches, whore. worse worse worse if the girl is ugly. But managed to be a sex machine to satisfied guys. Im quire shocked to hear my fren told me that one fren of hers saying she wanted to take pictures with them because she never meet girls who are still virgin. Pissed.. (Loved my frenz who love themselves. Keep it that way.:)

Why? So desperate huh? sad..

Maybe that is the way to get the guys to love me, to care about me... I would have to say that it so damn wrong...

We girls dot have to do that, We can get their attention by being hardworking in studies, work, having a carrier. Know how to talk or play sports that usually guy are into. Know a bit pun ok about football etc. Guys like that kind of girls. Do not smokes. They feel like ok I should respect her and starts to talk about real stuffs (Brain working properly and not drunk) If you are drunk how the hell you know what you are doing and whst you are talking about. You'll end up talking craps and that turns guys down. Same goes with smoking. Real guys wouldn't like that

Most guy frenz told me that girls who are being a slut are no doubt hot, sexy and are nice to bang with but not in serious relationship.

A guy friend of mine quoted:

"Pompuan kedak ya memang lah hot, sexy. Pake taik pugik mek org jak. Mun bini no way lah" Imagined pompuan main ngan banyak laki mok dijadikan bini. Sekda special lagik."

translated, they looks nice, sexy, hot but there's no way I would make that kind of girl my wife. Imagine girls making "love" with "guys" Not special anymorE

Infront, guys memang layan lah those girls. Pake blowjob. After that no more. They will not gonna take the girl seriously.

So clever the male species in geting what they want. So very clever. But Im sure not all guys are like that. we girls must know how to bring ourselves, must know how to respect ourselves so that the guys respect us too.

Frens especially girlfrens who are still virgin, please... love yourself... keep it only for your love ones, your soulmate.

lighting excercise.. fun

2007-04-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

today me and my group shoot for lighting exercise which is our 2nd assignment for film and production unit. for this shooting. me and my group mates: Edwin and Karan have to share with equipment with thank God that we share with Baby Jee's group. I found this lighting exercise much fun than shooting for our 1st assignment the mini-doc. Before work with other people so not much excitement and craziness going on.

Yeah... nice shooting. and what the hack for one of the scene which is film noir, we chose to shoot the boy's toilet in ME building. nice... hehe.. :p

special thanks to Ian, Luee, Melanie. oh ya, Need to mention that Melanie acts really good. also would like to thank Peter for the last scene of film noir.

And of course not to forget especially Lu Jee, Pam & Mel for helping us. hehe.. we help each other one.

Overall everyone did an excellent job.

Ok... I must also not forget that I got 2 important thing to do for next week: Tourism management mid-term exam is on Thursday nextweek. I havent even started yet with my revision. MUST REVISE!!! MUST STUDY!!!.

Also, script writing is due nextweek. Im just half way through my scripts. Haiya!!Hope I survive all these "well" Amin..

finally use my new passport

2007-04-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday I went to Seria, Brunei to visit my bestest fren Gel. She came down to Brunei on last Thurs with her husband and going back to Perth on sunday. Supposed to go on Friday so that I can sleep over but that doesn't work. Pack with works and so on.

Further more, I supposed to go with Uncle Boyd and family for a day trip to Seria but they cant coz their passports are still in the immegresen. So, I asked my dad to bring me there with the help of uncle Boyd in giving me Gel's home add. Thank God my dad agreed.

We went of around 10 something. The rides takes about 30 minutes. everything went well, Im so excited to meet them after not meeting them for a long time. Believed to be in 4 months.

Okay, pass the toll booth, passport done, everything but direction of her house....

We are in Seria already. I told Gel that we will be arriving in 30 minutes. But no... We get lost in searching her place and it takes time to finally get at her place.

Headache looking for her place with the guide of uncle Boyd supposely correct Gel's home address. Later, we learned that the add given by Uncle Boyd to us was wrong. Thank God that Gel sms me telling me her home add. Me and my dad laughed and drive straight away to Gel's place.

Arrived there and straight away I go and hugged Gel so tight and also mama G (Gel's mum) telling them the reason of not arriving on time. Im so happy and glad to meet them.

It is really nice to be able to hang out with them. At least something new and looking at new environment/things can cool down my sotted brain due to works and asses.

Unfortunately, it is only a 1 day trip. Pretty sad with that coz didnt rreally have the chance to have a long talk with Gel. I guess there will be next time.

On the way to Gel's place:

Glad to see her :)

Mr. Carro n Mrs. Carro n me

at Gel's place

a hell of weeks!!! stress

2007-03-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

Big change

2007-03-14T03:29:00.000-07:00

It is amazing how I changed now from boyish to more feminine.. to a woman.

Back few weeks like that, my cuz dare me, challenge me to dressed up girly which is so different from my "usual" attire coz I always wear big black metal clothes with cap. At first I disagree with it but somehow dunno how, I kind of like changing on my own will. My changing to feminine becoming more appealing when I starts to hang out with my gal frens Jee, Pam, Mel. Besides my cuz, Baby Jee also inspires me to change. I dont really understand the reason though.

So yeah... Credit goes to my cuz and hot sexy Jee for the inspiration.

Amazing after doing it, I find it comfortable wearing those. People change i guess. And it is a good thing for me. My mom told me and lots of people actually said like Im pretty, hot bla bla. I just cant believed that. take that as a good thing la.

the "usual" me

Me now

And yeah, dont tell me bout how tiny I am or thin like plywood or my leg is the size of an arm. I know that already... hearing it quite a lot from people. teasing me of how small I am. since last time already just that now got a bit of bumps and at the back. If not like Olive Oyl. haha!! Now am doing something to gain weight. need to eat faster. I would be glad if anyone wants to help me gain my weight. hehe Thnx for the challenge cuzzie and thnx Jee :)

pressies frm fwenss.

2007-03-12T05:52:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to my fwenss who gave me pressies. I would like to thanx them from the bottom of my heart. Really appreciate it. Didnt expext to received pressies frm u guys. Thnx a lot :)

I received a a mail actually frm my hot sexy hun Baby Jee. hehe.. likes calling her that. Inside got a cute sexy black pink card and a sexy black pantie hose (correct kah the spelling? haha.) Gosh I yhought she is kidding when she said getting me a panty hose so that I can hide my black spots on the leg. sweet. thnx

Also received a black shiny golden case with the word "Gothic" on it frm hot gorgeous Pammie. wuv it :)

Didnt expect to get a black Lacuna Coil shirt frm Karan buddy.It is sweet of him.

Thnx guys!

Frm hot sexy hun Baby Jee:

Wuv the card so much. wow!! imagined the effort that she takes to do that. really appreciate that.

black panty hose

Frm hot gorgeous Pammie:

and lastly, frm Karan

so funny eh Phua chu Kang

2007-02-16T07:33:00.000-08:00

I found this really funny. Got it from my mom.

Have a laugh...

Even this old story.. but it's a good story...

Chu Kang (PCK) explaining sec to chu Beng's son. Aloysius

Aloy: Why is making love so enjoyable?
PCK: Aiyah, ah boy, enjoyable because, same like when u dig ur nose with ur finger mah.

Aloy: Do u think women enjoy sex more than men?
PCK: Of course woman lah! When u dig dig ur nose, ur nose feel better than ur finger, right?

Aloy: why do women hate it when they get raped?
PCK: Ai-yah! Say, u walk along the road, den someone come over and dig ur nose, u like it or not? ehh? Dont play play ah!

Aloy: Why is it most men dont like wearing condoms when they are making love?
PCK: ehhh, when u dig ur nose ah, u like to dig with a glove on ur finger or not? Not the same shiok feeling mah. corlight or not?

Aloy: Why is making love carried out in private?
PCK: Ah boyyyy, use ur blain, use ur blainnnnn..... U go and dig ur nose in front of ur whole class issit?? Stoopid lah!

Aloy: Wah..... Uncle Chu Kang, u are very good.
PCK: Ai-yah..., "Best in S'pore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world oso ah!!!

-endzzz-

bored...

2007-02-13T00:11:00.000-08:00

13th Feb 07

again nothing interesting going on on this day. Just online listen to music and taking pictures of vainity. haiya. what a life taking pictures or myself. hahaha!!! 2moro valentines day so I guess I celebrate it by myself showing how I love myself. wish I can have chocolate but sadly I cant. coz of this cursed skin allergies. huhu.. O well. That's life haha!! Happy valentines day people!!

nah.. my pics again

Within Temptation rocks!!!

2007-02-11T07:17:00.000-08:00

recently I went to Myspace.com to check out some of my favourite bands updates. I randomly select within Temptation and wow. .They released their new song and Im so in love with it. Always repeating the song. (want to memorized the lyric maybe for next gig.. hehe..) This song by within Temptation entitled "What Have You done" featuring Keith Caputo is so beautiful. It sounds a bit different than thier other previous album. This sounds more like Evanescence my favourite band. Cant wait for the album to come out. This album entitled "The Heart of Everything" will be released on March 12th. check out Within Temptation. the vocalist sharon den adel is like an angel with her beautiful enchanting, unique voice. And she's beautiful.

within Temptation video - What Have You Done (feat Keith Caputo)

the song is so great but Im dissapointed with video though.. It doesnt suite the song. And the guy Keith is not really that good looking but the voice is great.

this just pissed me off.....

2007-02-10T01:51:00.000-08:00

Aargghhh!!! I always hear this and Im sick of it very damn much!!! Most females/women always have this kind of topic in their hot conversations. Even my mom and aunts and other friends. Topic: "we as women must look for a good rich man to support us.." fuck that. It's like we only have to depend on the guys. I extremely hate that. sorry to offend those "girly girls that are like princesses" I just want to express my inner thought. Im sad u know hearing this kind of thing frm other frens. The focuses are more to get good guy instead of chasing their dreams or having a good carrier. It is like a fate for girls. especially when it comes to malay. Girls have to stay at home. tak boleh buat ini lah. Tak boleh buat it... Kamu tu perempuan. Perempuan tak boleh macam tu. Must pleased mak mertua lah. must listen to the husband bla bla.. It makes women to be seen as hopeless, weak, wtf is that. Or like if u wanna go out, u cant go back late that because ur a girl. Gargghh!! What's the difference with woman and man for God sake? Man and woman eat rice and we're human beings.

And also ive seen now a lot, young adolescents especially those who are still in high school. They thought that it is like heaven to be in love. a heaven to have someone protecting them (It is if u know what's the meaning of true love, marriage) The guys r sweet and kind almost perfect in the girls eye. The girl got mesmerized by it and were caught in the man's trap. I observed some of my girlfriends when having a boyfriend forget about their other frenz and just spending time with the boyfriend. Being all mushy2 in the public and also some even showing off their boyfriends. wanting the world to know her "baby". That is so cute and sweet right? But please la. No need to let the world know about it. It's your personal thing anyway. What if suddenly u guys broke up? kan malu. It will be different case if that couple is going to be husband and wife. what I meant was the young people who are still under their parents. some even being so obssessed with tht someone until even want to commit suicide. That is so stupid. The one thing that I really hate is how some stupid man use girls just to satisfy them and for pleasure. I meant by sex here. at first they're being sweet and all to their girlfren. the mission is to have the girls body. In the end the girls the one loses while the guy wins. If let say the young girl got pregnant, the boyfriend/father will just leave the girlfriend hanging and vanish. The guys can hide but the girls cant. The girl only got 2 choice: abortion or give birth. That's it no more hope. dreams crushed. There's this one site. Kind of like porn site which focuses on malay girls. Most of the pictures are making the girls look bad and victimized. why I say that? The face of the guy inside the pic was censored only the girls face are showed when having sex. see how man trapped girls? So sad... because of that we see lots of abortion case here and there or see lots of youngsters becoming daddy or mommy. Their lives crushed just like that. what happen to their dreams? I have to say this coz this is also happening to my cuz ad a fren. It's a pity, a pretty girl who got high chances of being succesful is just wasted because of that. Frenz, make ur dreams and goal as the first priority. love. bf later after u achieved ur dream and have gd life. That's what I want to do. ACHIEVES YOUR DREAMS, TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT YOURSELF. PROOF THAT GIRLS CAN DO WHAT GUYS CAN DO.

Miss Universe 2007 Pageant

2007-02-02T00:57:00.000-08:00

2 weeks ago if Im not mistaken, a Miss Universe Pageant competition was held in Miri at Mega Hotel. Me, mom and aunts went to see it. well, I have to say that it is very interesting from other beauty pageant competition. very entertaining indeed...

some pics

while waiting for the competition to start..

contestants

Top 5 winners

Miss Universe 2007

So, why do I say it is very interesting? It is because it is a competition of fags and drag queens. I have to say Im amazed. they totally look like real women. even beat real women. kalah perempuan owh..

woohoo!! feels gd 2 be bak.

2007-02-02T00:48:00.000-08:00

wow!!! its like a months I didnt go online because the cable at my place was stolen by stupid thief. Feel dead for not going online. Now Im back and I am going 2 update my blog.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2006-12-31T21:43:00.000-08:00

yea yeah! happy new year!!! On new year's eve starlets performed in Grand Palace. Really njoy my performance there. :D. After that we hit CB to eat n 2 get in the crowd. Shaun cuzzie Nor, my aunts. It is sad that Jason cant make it for he got himself chicken pox. At the the wrong time again!! haiya!! well, hoping that he get well soon before he sits his exams. My resolution for 2007 would be to lead a healthy lifestyle and to be able to compose 10 songs and make a demo out of it. or maybe an album. Insyallah. hehe... wat a dreamer I am. N to all my frenz, happy new year. May all your resolutions and wishes come true. :)

some pics....

2006-12-13T20:55:00.000-08:00

Darker....

My life is getting darker each and everyday..
I've become darker interms of my heart and soul..
Its like the darkness now are sealed tightly..
freezed in my cold heart..,
Each day I turned out even more gothic and dark..
darker than what I used to be..
Im taking it seriously of being dark..
Im actually glad and happy about it..
well that's how I expressed my happiness in being dark and gothic..
Im glad..
Im happy..
of being this way...
Me being a goth is a serious thing...
Not fake like some people who just takes black eye liner or black nail as just for fun and trend la konon..
Black nail..
black eye liner..
black clothes...
It is how I express myself...
So...
dont stop me for being so gothic or wearing black clothes since I loved it. I felt beautiful looking my self in that coz its just me...
If u do..
Ur actually stopping me from being who i am..
And of what I really am...

Fly goodbye

2006-12-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

(15.11.06)

Verse 1

She’s been waiting in the dark
She waits till time pass by
Through it all
She managed to survive

Wait hopelessly inside
Observing through her life
She flaps her wings and fly

Bridge

Fly passing by
Through the dark side of life
Goodbye lies!!

Chorus

Life is full of lies
Wanna flap her wings so high
From the shallow steep dark hole
Full of lies
The truth awaits her somewhere with guilt
She hopes for the light
To kiss the lies goodbye

Verse 2

Now she finally realized
That life is full of lies
Glued her heart
To the dark side of her life
Black clothes and black guitar
Are hanging through the nite
She takes it all
To entertain her inside

(repeat bridge)

(repeat chorus)

(Gothmazie, 2006)

officially an adult

2006-12-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

Yeah yeah! I'm 20 now & Im officially an adult.. a woman. Panjang umur ku. Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat ilahi kerana memanjangkan umurku. I hope I'll be more responsible.. No.. I WILL BE MORE RESPONSIBLE, INDEPENDENT, BRAVE, CONFIDENT, HELPFUL. all the POSITIVE THINGS etc.
Im pretty downed before 5th Dec coz thinking of Perth & KL. So I sleeped them away. Before the clock strikes to 12, I have quite an interesting fun chat nice convo with my sexy & pretty fwen Lu Jee. God bless her. haha!! talking about body shape, work out and weight. Thnk God I didnt get horny dat nite. haha... Even though she kind of forget bout my birthday but she still wishes it &amp; dat makes me happy. Thnx! u always make me laughed & smile everytime we chat. God bless u alwayz. miz ya. Luv ya
Then Kak Maimon, Rd came out of the room &amp; wishes me. Oso Anky Panky handsome face go online and wish me happy birthday. Thnx to others 2 4 wishing me 20th birthday: Karan, thnx buddy it would b nice if we can celebrate it 2getha since our birthday is slightly the same. Melissa so sweet msging me frm KK.
I oso wanted to thnx Darshana, u sweet gal. Edwin 2 so early wishes me appy birthday. Not to forget Helmy Rainbow buddy. haha. ur funny! God bless u man. Later on Gel (daddy) msg me. Im really am happy. I think of what u said when u turned up 20. U said it feels a lil bit different. I feels a bit different eh. hehe.. I realised now dat Im lucky to have frens dat remember me and appreciate of having me in this world. God bless me.
Later on my ex-classmate Ewi wished me appy birthday. Im kind of surprised to received it frm her.Long time didnt keep in touch since high school. wow. Amazing! All the best Ewi. Not to forget Mun. miz u gal. Then my mom who is now working at the moment msg me n wishes her daughter happy birthday n a msg saying I love u. will always luv u mom. Ur the coolest, hot momma and Im lucky to be ur daughter. Thnx also for being so supportive of me in achieving my dreams.
I really appreciated those who wished me And as usual I will always pray for them. God bless u guys.
wow. I felt so special. I dont want to sleep! I want to have fun!!
Yeah! 20 years old. with new resolution.. must do it!! \m/

2006-12-01T22:31:00.000-08:00

another composed song... I have 2 say the video quality sucks. seems like the sound and the images doesntgo in at the same time.. I wonder what's wrong. trying to solve that out.

just testing...

2006-12-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

Im testing my dad's digi cam Olympus. I want 2 c d quality of the video. These videos are just for testing only. hehe..

Deathnote awesome!!!

2006-11-30T06:48:00.000-08:00

People people! this is I think one of the best anime I watched. It's called "Death Notes" the plot and storyline is magnificent and well it is dark whereby the main character Raito have his chance of becoming a death god in exterminating bad criminals in Japan. I found this anime very interesting because the creator of this anime manga focuses on very detaild things. Something like when u watch CSI. Raito is one smart ass who has the power of using the Death Note from the Ryoku the shingami Death God. He is a criminal mastermind who is hard to be captured by polices. Only one man/investigator are 2 believed to stand as the same level as him called "L". Why is it hard for cops/polices/investigators to solve this? Raito also known as Kira is so smart, he killed people by just writng their names in the death note. He is just an ordinary highschool student who is also a part time death God. Basically it is a war between Raito/Kira and L to see who can outsmart each other first. I really recommended to u guys 2 have a look at this Death Note anime.Now currently watching episode 8 for this. I rate it 5 out of 5.

Public Bank's 40th Anniversary dinner performance

2006-11-26T09:14:00.000-08:00

East wood (25/11/06)

My family band "The Starlets" were asked to performed for the Public Bank 40th anniversary dinner at the Eastwood country golf club.It happens that my mom is also one of the PB staff for China street (in Miri) branch. That nite's theme is sexy black. So everyone dress up elegantly in black. This function is a big function whereby it consists of all S'wak North region PB branches. That nite was awesome. Besides us 2 perform, the love dance group also perform that nite. The crowds are so supportive and sporting. Totally fun! :D Really like to perform at their functions. But Im quite dissapointed with the food though. What on earth? We the performers are only given fried mee. Not fair one. Well, musician/performer doesnt always get good things. Here r some pictures for that nite.

Before the event starts

... this is what I do.. Guess where. It's the TOILET!! haha!!! :p

Ganazzz!!

my mom's turn. Dont get shocked. For those who dun know..

DIS IS MY MOM!!

the mirror is my fren

like mother like daughter

While waiting...

I noticed that everyone dressed up in black from the top 2 the bottom. Only my mom doesnt. haha. It seems like going to a funeral but then I still thinks its cool since I love black so damn much. haha

haha!! being caught by 1 of the branch manager

Inside the hall (as the event started)...

I found it funny that Public Bank has its own theme song. feels like going to school eh. I salute PB for that.

the peoplezzz singing the PB's theme song.

1st Set

Our first set is a slow number which is suitable for dinner. In this 1st set, I cant believe when I sang First Love by Utada Hikaru, suddenly the power was cut of. That is so embarrasing. After that it went well

me in action

side view

The love dance group

During our 1st break

cuzzies (Tania, me, & Noen)

The Starlets "we r family"

2nd set

my mom in action singing Objection by Shakira

After that there's games and lucky draws for all the staffs. One of the game really makes everyone laugh. General managers from each branch has eat an apple blindfolded without touching the apple. the host really bullied the managers. Im amazed that all the managers r so sporting. Bravo PB branch managers. For the lucky draws, the prizes to be won are fabolous. Grand prize was the Sony cybershot digital camera anti-shake. Others are like 2i-inch TV, vaccuum cleaner, rice cooker, several handphones to be won by lucky staffs. If only I can be part of it. My cuz Pian won the 21-inch tv & my mom won a small rice-cooker. Great prizes man!

After performance....

After performance we went outside CB to have a drink and eat. Then, went home and well haha!! cant help it, my usual habit suddenly strucks me. So I took a few shots of me again before I went to bed. God, Im so vain. It can b a good thing & also in the same time a bad thing.

promoting my toilet haha!!

sickness of boredom

2006-11-23T01:01:00.000-08:00

Another boring day, I again start with my sickness of taking crazee pictures to kill my boredom. Dont be surprise with the pictures coz this is the only pictures of me that are different from my "usual pictures" heh :p.

I ate a bloody terrible oat without sweetener. can see eh the oat inside. har har

sumting in ze eye

oh yea.. shit face after consuming ze nasty oat

Im trying to make myself fat. hahaha

cant u see? Im so f**%nG bored..

Interesting..

My teddy bears

My electric guitar

part of my room

my crystal ball.. muahaha!!

vain again..

learning how 2 smile

hahaha!

thinking of sumting sick

happy me :D

one of the style of my shots

mirror..mirror

peace!

no comment

me in front of the computer

again smile!

blur face. nyah nyah